Another year is coming to an end. 2010 was actually a fairly calm year for me personally. After a couple of very eventful years, it was actually nice to not have a really eventful year for once. I did finally have a full course load for the first time since I took my break from college and managed to get good grades in all my classes. I did have some downsides too, but that’s to be expected. As for resolutions, I didn’t make any last year. I never seem to keep them, so last year I just didn’t see the point in making them. However, I think I’ll make a couple this year and actually try to accomplish them.
1. Be a better friend. I take my friends for granted too much. They deal with my extreme moodiness all the time. I need to reign in my moods, learn to chill, and just be a good friend to them.
2. Figure out what the hell I want in my life and actually take steps to accomplish that. I will never accomplish anything sitting downstairs in my grandmother’s basement. I need to be out on my own, living my own life, making my own decisions.
3. Be more responsible. I am very irresponsible. I need to take responsibility for my actions, thoughts, feelings and emotions. I also need to be more responsible with my money and be more responsible for keeping my room organized better.
Every year about this time, I say something to some of the people that mean a lot to me…so here I go.
Chelsey–Thanks for helping me keep my head on straight. You always speak your mind and tell it to me straight, which I really do appreciate. I need someone to keep me grounded in this crazy world.
Bethany–Wifey, you’re amazing. You are one of my biggest supporters no matter what and I know that I can talk to you about anything and everything. You mean the world to me and I have no problem admitting that introducing you to me was the one good thing that came from one of my past relationships.
Justin–I am glad that I’ve gotten to really know you this year. You are truly different from any guy I’ve ever met. Keep treating my bff like you’ve been treating her; you’re doing a great job. I’m glad you make her so happy.
Teremarie–I think you’re amazing. I’m proud to call you my best friend. You may be younger than I am, but I look up to you. You’ve succeeded in moving out of your parents’ home and you’ve made a new home in a place far away from where you grew up. We’ve definitely had our ups and downs, but through it all you’ve put up with me. I only hope that I mean half as much to you as you do to me. I can’t wait to see you. Seeing you will truly make 2011 the best year J <3 you always